I still support T-ARA for the time being, as a Diadem.

They were the first girl group I genuinely loved for their personalities, and in the meantime I’ll still be in denial that they could do such cruel things. I have reason to as well, because there is a lot of evidence against this.

I really feel bad for the members, and I thank Soyeon and Hyomin for speaking up so far. As much as I wish to know more, I realize that everyone’s going to claim it as a lie anyhow, and few will believe it, even if it was the truth. No matter how you look at it, it’s always a lot easier to hate than to love, and it seems to be fun to bandwagon and all hate at the same time: how many of those antis were really true T-ARA fans before this?

I respect Hyomin’s decision at the press conference, and I hate the fact that things are so terrible. When I look back to Cry Cry and Lovey Dovey days, my heart aches, wishing things were like they were back then.

As of now, Eunjung is still my bias, followed by Jiyeon and Soyeon, and I hope everything will be reconciled in the future so that they remain my bias. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not delusional…there’s just not enough evidence to go against or for them yet, and even if we blame KKS nothing’s going to change.

And I always think: they always did their best to keep up a good image anyways, until now. I, for one, fell in love with their straightforward and lovable personalities from the beginning. They weren’t submissive and over-exaggerating like some other girl groups, and were bold and strong and some of them even kind of…tomboyish. Isn’t perception reality? And if they tried so hard to appear good, wouldn’t that mean that they’d always wanted to be good, making them good after all?

Either way, we believe what we wanna believe, and some of us love the fact that there’s less competition now in the KPop Girl Group world.

Still, I personally wrack up my courage to say to these girls which inspired me and gave me hope:

T-ARA Hwaiting~♥